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Friday, July 10, 2009, 7:28 AM
There is something i wanted to buy badly for over 3 years .It's a cosplay something i've intrested .I showed it to my family and they insulted me .I felt like there was , 1 thousands i million of knife pierced into me .Suddenly , my tears drop and felt like killing myself .This pain was ever since i was born .They insulted me , scold me , hit me .I felt so family-less .Even my birthday , no one remembers .I tell them and they bought cake straight away with no happiness and no laughters .Friends too .My heart was in pain by many times .Even if i die , no one would ever cried for me .I enjoyed my life with friends .Only friends .Even i wanted to be like friend to my sister , she just scold me .I feel like dying for many times .It was countless .Only one person that understood me .My one and only , Grandmother. She took cared of me when i was only a toddle and now she is gone forever .There was no one could listen to my life of pain .Grandma , may i join you ?
I've missed you alot .
I cant live in this darkness world .
If i'd join you , will you stay by my side ?
Forever and ever ?
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Misaki .
Black, white, neon colors is my fav .
Body mod is my life .
I love rock and eletronic music . Daddy and Mummy keeps saying its noisy .
Fashion, photographing, Designing, shopping, out, party, and Body Modification is what i do most in my life .
I'm strange . Jokes around . Matured . Party animal .
I'm from Singapore . Languages i know, english, chinese, japanese .
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Friday, July 10, 2009, 7:28 AM
There is something i wanted to buy badly for over 3 years .It's a cosplay something i've intrested .I showed it to my family and they insulted me .I felt like there was , 1 thousands i million of knife pierced into me .Suddenly , my tears drop and felt like killing myself .This pain was ever since i was born .They insulted me , scold me , hit me .I felt so family-less .Even my birthday , no one remembers .I tell them and they bought cake straight away with no happiness and no laughters .Friends too .My heart was in pain by many times .Even if i die , no one would ever cried for me .I enjoyed my life with friends .Only friends .Even i wanted to be like friend to my sister , she just scold me .I feel like dying for many times .It was countless .Only one person that understood me .My one and only , Grandmother. She took cared of me when i was only a toddle and now she is gone forever .There was no one could listen to my life of pain .Grandma , may i join you ?
I've missed you alot .
I cant live in this darkness world .
If i'd join you , will you stay by my side ?
Forever and ever ?
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